Sunday, January 14, 2007

Well it's almost here, the day we've been waiting for, the meeting with the oncologist. On one side we are ready, let's find out exactly what's going on and how quickly we can get the fight started but on the other side of it a bit of dread on what he could say on the negative side. It's been a bit of a coaster ride through out the day, a lot of ups and downs. Filling out the paperwork makes it hit home a bit more. We tried to do my living will but that ended up being a bit to difficult for Sunday, we'll try again later.

Monday brings not only the oncologist but another visit to the torture chamber! I guess it's not that bad!!! The left side of the mouth really looks good, gums are healing up well and the teeth look great! The doc has done a good job and make me very comfortable through it all. It is amazing how my entire body tenses up while in that chair and no matter how hard I work to relax it is only temporary! I suppose it's like an isometric work out?!?! If so I'll get another good 2 hour work out!